Cavalier attitude

I can't sleep. I feel very off. Maybe it was the drinking I did tonight. I played bartender to my husband and our houseguest. I figured hell, if they were gonna drink, I would too.

Probably not a good idea what with the diabetes and all.... but hell I just didn't care. I've been very cavalier toward my health today. Not sure why.

I'm just not caring very much right now what happens to me. I guess I'll try to get some sleep or something.