Taking a Break

I think I'm going to be going into the hospital at the end of this week. Friday morning, actually. I have 2 appointments to go to tomorrow, then I have nothing for a couple of weeks, other than my husband's birthday on Saturday. I was worried about being inpatient during that but he said it was not a problem for him. That doesn't surprise me. Birthdays have never been a big deal with him.

I just can't shake these urges to hurt myself. I'm not safe. So I think I need to be inpatient for a while. I'm just not sure how to go about admitting myself. I think what I need to do is just write out what's been going on for me and how I'm thinking and then just hand the letter to the doctor. That should be enough. It's worked before.

So there may not be any posts from me for a while, so don't worry. I'll be ok.

Evy